Look Like Fathin Shidqia

“Brumm…brumm... It was my motorcycle sound. “Well, it is done! You are very clean and very good condition” I said when I was checking my motorcycle.  Hello, my name is Tina, I am 18 years old. I am a sweet girl who always cheerful and fun. Today, I have a plan to go to my friend’s birthday party -Intan- in a café. Of course I wear my best suit. Before I left, I used to check my motorcycle first that I called “White”.

“How beautiful you are, White! Ok Lady, are you ready to go? Of course you are ready”. I said. My beloved mom came to me; she gave me a suggestion before I go. I smiled to her, I kissed her smooth hand and I said, “Mom do you want a piece of birthday cake? I will bring it to you later.” My mother only smile and she said, “I want you to bring your boyfriend to me, you never introduce him.” What? That was a shocking question! Honestly, I do not have a boy friend. Make a relationship is not my priority for this time.   

I started my journey. “What a beautiful Sunday!” I yelled in my heart. I look around; it seemed many people enjoy their life. Also, I see some couples were sitting in a park. I remember my mother’s question. “Am I should open my heart again? I said in heart.. Unfortunately, I just had broken heart five month ago and I still cannot forget it yet. As a result, I thought about that all the way until I arrived. When I arrived in that cafe, I was very excited because my entire best friend could come to this party too. They were Indah, Dimas, Rafi and Intan. We were so excited because we never since we were so busy with our activities.

“Tina, you look beautiful!” Indah was excited. Dimas added “Yeah, you are beautiful as usual”. I said "Thank you guys, I miss you very much! Oh Intan, Happy Birthday honey! This is a gift to you". When we enjoyed the party, another guy came and talked with Intan. I looked him carefully. He wore blue shirt, jeans and shoes. He was a neat person I thought and he also a handsome boy. I was very curious about him, his success to steal my attention. Then, Dimas introduced him; I realized his name is Nanda. He was a student in Universitas Andalas. A strange moment was happened when he was shaking my hand and looked at me so long.

“Nanda? What is the matter?” I asked. “No, I think you like Fathin shidqia lubis the winner of X-factor Indonesia.” He said.

Wow, I was really happy whenever I have never thought about it. During the party, I talked with him. He called me Fathin. Actually, he was a very nice person; he also had very high sense of humor. I glad to talk with him. I never feel so happy before. Unfortunately, we must go because the party was over. Before I left, Nanda ran to me and he asked my phone number, so we share our phone number. At night, I was laid in my bed when Nanda sent a message “Good evening Fathin, how are you?” I surprised, jumped from bed and I replied that message. As a result; we spent all night to reply the messages.

A week after that, we were still in a good communication. One day, I went to a book store. When I picked up a book from that place, someone also picked up the same book. There are two hands in a same book. I look up to that person and it was surprised, he was Nanda. What a funny moment.

”Hay Nanda, why do not you say will be here?” I asked.

“Sorry, I do not have credit haha” he laughed.

“Are you alone here? I am here with Dimas, he is over there”. He Said.

“Yes, I am alone here” answered me. And then we talked again, I felt something that I never had before. My hearts was beat too fast and I was happy talked with him. Ooh I did not know what I feel. It felt so strange to me. That looked like my feeling to my ex-boyfriend. “that is really strange. Do I falling in love again?” I asked myself.

Next day, I ran into Dimas in a Park. He greeted me as usual. Then, he gave me a shocking question.”Ehm..Tina, I saw you and Nanda are closer now. Do you love him?”       “Huh? N…No, I am not, It…It was strange. Why do you think about that?” I said.

 “No, nothing.” said him. And then, Dimas showed a strange expression, it was looked like he hid something big from me. What happened? I thought about that all night, I was very curious.

Next day, I got the answer why Dimas showed strange expression. I saw Nanda in a park with a beautiful girl with holding hands each other. Actually, she was more beautiful than me. I realized she was Nanda girlfriend. Oh, my heart beat so fast, my body was shaking and I cried. This was my second heartbreak. Very hurt! Why Dimas did not tell me about this?

I called Dimas with my cell phone immediately, he said, “sorry Tina, I am afraid to make you hurt. I know you love Nanda, and He has same feeling with you. But, he has a girlfriend already. This is a difficult choice for him between you and his girlfriend. As a result, he should choose her girlfriend”. I closed the phone. My eyes did not stop to cry. Everybody in that park saw me, but I did not care. Then, I went home and cry louder.

Yeah, I could understand what he felt. Maybe I only too hope something that very impossible. The funny things are my story was really same with the Fatin’s song lyric “Aku Memilih Setia”. Therefore, I do not like that song anymore. From now, I will start my life and forget my feeling about him.

-The End-                   

This story is based on my true story. The inspiration comes when I was listening to the radio in my bedroom, the radio speaker played “ Aku Memilih Setia – Fathin Shidqia Lubis” song, that song told  about a girl and a boy het falling in love each other, but the girl has a boy friend already. As a result, the girl should choose to faithful with his boy friend. Although it describes my feeling, main character is different. When in that song the girl should faithful with her boyfriend, in my story the faithfully person is the boy. Honestly, the true moment is the song represents what I feel in that moment, so I make this story in narrative text assignment in writing 2.To make this story, I change the name of the main characters and I hope the reader can enjoy reading my story.